I was inside another person, and it felt awesome! More so because I knew my cock was very slick from a load of cum Todd had shot into Debbie before I slid into her!Īs we fucked, my mind was all over the place. Granted, it was sloppy seconds, since the girl was filled with the hot load of my crush before I slid into her, but it still was sex. So now that I'd admitted to myself that I was gay, the first person I have sex with is a girl. The biggest crush of my life was with the best sex partner he'd ever had, a girl who fucked his brains out but had a crush on me. And then came the most unexpected, bizarre turn of events. Being straight would have been easier, but it's not how I was programmed. I was 18, and I'd come to grips with the fact that I liked guys by this point in my life. So I took out some of the more convoluted teen dopiness that we all (or me, at least!) engaged in. I've changed a few things, both to make it less clearly identifiable for all involved and also to smooth the story out a bit, since life is never as simple as we'd like.